This is my final post. I am a little anxious that I will miss my heart, but I will gladly take a moment of discomfort over a lifetime of misery.
There will be no more at a later time. I hope that I am worth more dead than alive.
A New York Story
3 days ago
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This sounds very frightening and I hope this is only a moment of confusion, I shall pray for you, even if you hate it, all the best.
Don't give up. You are more needed than you realize, Derik.
Derik ended his life shortly after making this post. He will be greatly missed.
just found you, and you're already gone! :(
r i p
"Just living is not enough," said the Butterfly, "One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower."
Hans Christian Anderson
Fly free, Derik.
...but you were always of more value alive than dead. XX
I find I must absolutely disagree with you. Your perception of self-worth was in error. I hope you will realize how much we needed one beautiful person named Derik among us.
Fortunately, only the body dies. You will prevail. You leave a hole in many hearts and a void in our needy world.
Bless you.
Dennis
It's been a while now since you went away, and I still can't get you out of my mind. At all. I so wish I had told you how much you meant to me, how important you were, but I didn't know how to do it.
I know you know now. Be happy, Derik. :)
Still pray for you.
If I put a smiling face here, nobody else will understand. But you will, Derik. :)
and still do!
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